Updated: Aug 24, 2020
I received my official Reiki Master certification at the end of May but never announced it publicly for a few reasons. ((I'll go deeper in a sec))
Recently my soul sister and I were chatting about where we are in life. >>Over the summer I went through some deep life stuff that I had ZERO answers for but the me a year ago? ...she would have been wigging out, panicking and losing faith + trust of what God/Source/Universe has created for my path.
Now? 《What I went through is PAINFUL》
But I allowed it to be what it was. Without overanalyzing it, freaking out and panicking. I sat in the feelings and let them flow through me in a healthy way (which most of the time that meant me sobbing--crying is HEALING). Then when I was ready, I looked at what was going on and started seeing where I needed healed in the situation/s because I knew that I didn't have control over everything in what went on but I do have control of my reactions and my next steps.
This is why I've been talking about sitting in the mud A LOT the past 4 months. Because that's where I was.
I just knew that I needed to TRUST that I am always exactly where I need to be
I don't have to have all the answers Even if I WANTED them, I ask for guidance and release.
And honestly? I cried...A LOT when I need to
I had no idea that started my health journey which led me to personal growth which led me to pretty rocks and woo woo stuff 😂 would lead me here.
Playing with beautiful divine healing energy and having the opportunity to heal others in an even deeper way. And then even DEEPER when I recently became a Quantum Reiki Master
((Reiki works effectively with energetic, physical and emotional aspects of the individual to address imbalances on all levels; mind, body, soul. Quantum Reiki impacts the cellular body making it better for YOU because I’m going to the root cause of what’s there to heal.))
You see, I've always been intuitive. I've been nudged SO many times in my life to take this spiritual path and when I reflect on it, it's actually pretty funny how close I was to walking this divine path and yet I would step back because well...life. Military moves got crazy, throwing in kiddos as well as life stuff in the mix...I just never took my own well being and divine path as a major focus.
Which sounds so strange but I know I'm totally not alone!
Everywhere I've lived I've been connected to spiritual people who would place a light on my path.
In Florida I was connected with an author and a teacher of meditation and inner healing. I also worked with a woman who I'm still friends with today (12 years later) who introduced me to The Secret. In Idaho, my mentors for several years taught me more about the spiritual realm. Encouraged me to meditate, helped me begin to learn to truly tap deeper into my intuition and psychic abilities. It was also in this time I really picked up a love to reading more spiritual books and I dove ALL in on it.
In Arizona I was connected with deeply intuitive and loving people. I also hit a breaking point in my own life and inner knowing that there had to be another way to live a life without anxiety and depression because, for me, medication wasn't going to be my option. I don't believe there's anything wrong with medication, I just knew it wasn't my path.
In South Dakota...this is where it all came together. This place is magical. I've always loved hiking and walking out in nature but this place takes it to a whole new level. I found my love for crystals and healing myself and my family with them. I meditated on a regular basis. I started an inner healing journey and realized that so much of the pain in my life can be un-layered and released through different healing modalities.
So when I realized all of this and more recently from all the different things placed in my path over my life this far, it's NO WONDER that meditation, journaling, energy healing and lots of things metaphysical light me up SO MUCH.
When I started 'hearing' Reiki healing sometime the summer of 2018 I was like umm huh? What's that? I mean I had heard of it but the fact that it kept popping up everywhere when I wasn't even looking for it or researching it became VERY obvious to me it was something I needed to look at because it was like I was being called to it for some reason.
I remember going to a beautiful spiritual retreat in November/December 2018 in Door County, WI and sharing how much I wanted to do energy work and feeling like it was my path and I had NO CLUE why. It was just an internal urge and feeling that kept coming up.
I finally decided to get out of my own way in early 2019 and enrolled to learn traditional reiki as well as quantum reiki but I sort of kept it on the DL because I was afraid of adding energy healing into what I was already doing in my business. I was also afraid of being judged! So I had to do THAT inner work too.
By the time I announced it to the world that I became a Reiki Master and could give healings...well you know the story from above...that's when my whole world started crumbling around me. So I know without a doubt that being able to heal was as much a gift to myself and my family as it is a gift to the world.
Talk about divine timing.
I knew I wanted to give this beautiful gift to the world but I had no idea it would play such a huge role in helping ME in a very hard season of my life.
I have never taken my path lightly.
I take to heart the conversations I have with everyone, what they're going through and how I can help them heal.
I have done healings for myself + others as well as my own family and pets and it's nothing short of beautiful.
I have never felt more aligned and clear than I do now.
It began with allowing myself to sit in the mud. While I was "in the mud", I took a lot of time to focus inward by journaling, contemplating/meditating/going for walks, taking baths and giving myself space as well as time. I also did self Reiki (energy healing) sessions and asked for the help from not only friends but also friends who are healers as well to assist me in this time.
Know this... You will have seasons of hard You will have seasons of growth
Do NOT unpack your house there and stay
Live through it FEEL through it
Trust that everything is falling into place even when it feels like it's falling apart Lean into a trusted friend
And allow yourself to fall apart with a bag partially unpacked maybe but know that you will come out of the other side.
It will always be part of my core value that I provide YOU with the best of what I can give. And now...I'm ready to give back to YOU.
A HUGE part of my healing and self care included energy healing which is why I became a Quantum Reiki Master so I can help others get clarity, alignment and release stress.
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I love you.
I'm here for you.
𝘏𝘦𝘺! 𝘐'𝘮 𝘊𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘯! 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘘𝘶𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘮 𝘙𝘦𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘔𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 & 𝘚𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘓𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘊𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩. 𝘐 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.